27 th JAN 2011 I reached Malaysia..
a new scope, a new chapter of life has begun...
2 years of happy, no worries school life has officially ended..
many asked me
is it excited or is it happy to be back
for me ..
I MISS UK LIFE .. but who doesnt?
u dun have to worry for life, money provided by family, what else to expect
but it ended, say bye bye to that life
now I wanna start a new chapter of my life
On the other hand
I feel very stress and pressured to get back here- Malaysia -the life which I suppose to have
sometimes I do envy my sister...
why she can choose the course she wants
why she can choose the course she DUN want
why she can avoid those course that she feel difficult
and why cant I?
emo emo emooooooooooooooooo!
life without targets is boring < i know i keep repeating this
I keep giving myself alot of pressure
to learn this , learn that
hope 1 day i'll be able to use autocad that FAST
use solidwork
divide drawings for production
get familiar with the laser machine
turrentpunch machine
and all the machine of the factory
im stress, i dunno if i can handle all this
the AHPO Miao 签 somehow give me some enlightens
it said .. "prosperous ahead, but need to be patient"
做事要慢慢来 循序渐进 。。。 sort of...
It's true.. it enlightens me.. and also 开导 了我 in some of aspect inside me
yea.. too much things to learn, somehow it makes me feel so tiny
so start from little targets, little milestones..
that's make me feel alot better
because u're clever than me??
ReplyDeleteb4 spm, my target is u don't u know?
i wan to take engenerring couse
but ended up, my physic got D add math as well lol
yet ,my 2 optional modules for this sem are all about calculation,acc+ financial
i did chose what i dun want.
so there is no point to '专牛角尖' all u can do is learn from beginning,
and me too, after get back will learn acc from mum although i dun like acc.