well..yohoo..got mood to write something today!
突然有这个冲动,ok due to something happened today..
以前要讲的话,通通记得!
ok, 今天发生了一件事..
以前很想说又没说的话 现在有股冲动 真的要发泄出来!
连做梦都会被 gek 到哭 吵到哭 生气到~~~~~~~然后起来!!
还好你真的知道你自己以前怎样.. 还好有你寄给我的那封email...
还好你真的知道自己有错而道歉 (我希望如此啦)
要不然你我的心结 不知道几时才能打开!
几时才能恢复像以前那样 一起爬上popo家水池 一起冲凉...
别人说什么 我不在乎 因为那是外人! 因为他们不了解你
I dont care at all! coz it's only a nobody saying or commenting something bout u!~
甚至会丟出几句难听的话 说回别人 或给他们一个可怜的笑容
因为说别人是非 所以很可怜 =)
可是 但是!!!
就是因为是自己亲近的人 ! 这样说我!
我才会被气到~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh!!!!!!!!!!
那种感觉!!!!!!! urgh!!!!!!!
气到全身发抖!! 头皮发麻!! 很生气 眼泪很乖 排队流下来!!!!!
看这你写的msn headline! yes yes~ 因为我们通过这个方式吵架 宣泄各自心中的不满
我打字打到发抖 .. 真的是被你 gek dao~~~~~~~~~~~!!! urgh!!
你说什么 你说我不关心家人 我不关心家里的事
只会和 wc 谈恋爱 !!!
she dun care about her family .. the only thing she know is how to stay wif her bf!!!!!
smtg like that.. !!!!!
oh gosh!!!!!!
不关心!!! 不关心会选这科来读!!!
不关心会拉 wc 一起来读 eventhough his 1st interest is Law!!!
不关心会因为想分担爸爸的工作 而去读自己不喜欢的科目!!!
I AM NOT REGRET AT ALL!!!!
IM VERY HAPPY TO TAKE THIS ROAD~~
BUT ! SOMEHOW!
IT IS VERY HURT THAT WHEN YOU ARE TRYING VY HARD TO CONTRIBUTE SMTG..
AND YET ~
自己人 ~ 你的家人~ 你亲近的人~~
不支持你 ! 反而这样说你~~
omgggggg~!
如果你看到的话..
我要说的是...
enrol 的时候 叫你选something related to accounting 的
因为这样比较帮得到公司 毕竟 accounting 方面要有自己人管比较好
你就可以管内部跟account 我和 wc 就负责 production
但是你说你不要 因为有数学
我想说的是...
今天发生的事 ..
你最厉害 的就是跟别人吵架 这个你 Number1~
我知道你很有要帮忙的心 很side company, this family, Andrew~
很有要帮忙 daddy 的心 no doubt~ This I truly know
but then why weren't you choose something like accounting or smtg related to account to study?~
Im not saying that bussiness admin is not good
but it is reallly NOT SO useful when comes into handling the company..
accounting is more useful..
business knowledge u'll get it eventually when u have years indulge yourself in the society~
SO .. im not blaming you here... Im not saying you are wrong for what u've been chosen
I JUST WANT U TO KNOW TAT!
I care bout the family... what u had said to me is just RIDICULOUS!
U dunno how I gone thru the subject despite that I doesnt like it .. the only gal in class..
mad about the less interesting subject..
but i dun mind... really
The only thing I cared is .. you.. my si....
u are not aware of this at all ... u just know how to simply say out what u think...
so i said... luckily u've did smtg..
if not ....
....
i'll really hate you for this
we fight~ we fight~
but in the end..
we still love each other right..
nyek nyek nyek x)